First and foremost, thanks to all who took the time to listen to my podcast. I'll update it as soon as time permits. Unfortunately, again, the site I chose I can't get during the prime time I can do these things, so my sked may be a little off for doing the audio stuff.
Anyways, I gotta answer one thing that came to me on facebook before going forward. A friend of mine said I was still living in the past by trying to re-connect with people form my past. It does sound a bit confusing, but I think of it as this. The people I am thinking of, while eloquently stated by my homeboy Jay aren't probably worth the time I am putting on them, meant something to me back then, and they did, for the most part, up to now.
So, with that being said, I believe re-kindling contact like what I had stated in the podcast is more of trying to go forward with the people you care about, and not dwell in the relationships that may have gone awry for whatever reason.
But, as I said earlier, my homeboy Jay said it best, and he's right. I gotta let it go, I gotta move on, and I gotta say, excuse the french, "Fuck 'em." If they don't want the contact, why should I try and waste my emotional energy on people that aren't returning the favor?
Anyways, now that I got the negative crap out of the way, I gotta also say this. Thanks to all of you who took the time to write me and provide kind words of encouragement. Donna, Rocco, Jay, Allison, et al, I appreciate it more than you'll ever possibly know.
OK.. now that I got the formalities done...
Why the change back?? Simple. Wordpress sucks. Too many bells, whistles, and all the other crap that I don't need, want, or desire. If I can figure it out, I'll try and import my posts from wordpress in to here, and make this a full blown insane asylum full of crap that's spewed out of my melon. If I can't, well, c'est la vie.
Moving sucks. I'm still emptying out my old pad. I thought I'd miss it, but I don't. Not in the least. Only thing I miss is the box AC units, but I'll suffer this summer through, and hope to get my hands on one or two by next summer. I was just there at my old pad after the job, moving and dumping, and let me tell you, I haven't sweated that much in years. Doesn't help me that I'm so out of shape, I make Shamu look slender, but hey, as I said before, c'est la vie. Do yourselves a favor, anyone who is moving in the near future...
BURN EVERYTHING.
If you don't believe me, ask, or ask my homie down in FLA... he's moved more times than I've, well, nevermind... no witty comebacks at 800 in the morning.
Life continues to settle down, a LITTLE at a time, and I'm still struggling to catch up. The kids start camp next week, and I am looking forward to it. I am also looking very forward to the day when I can hand the keys to my former home to my father, and not look back. It's time to cut the ties, it's time to sever the damn cord, before it ends up strangling me for good.
One last thing.
iPod touches rule!
Song of the day: "Hollow" by Godsmack
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